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April is Moving On.

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 12, 2011, 7:13 PM






I have been wanting to write earlier but life has been too much for me to handle. I do not wish to write anything regarding that so that it can goes faster off from my memory. There's thing in life are not meant to be remembered, just to be learnt and moved on...

Thank you very much for the +Fav and +Watch recently. I am so happy to see supports from all of you. There's small things in life for others may actually meant very big to other people, so I thank you so much! Especially for the my dearest Megumi's birthday recently:



This was indeed the happiest birthday Megu ever had because the first time everyone was here. Some how, everyone was giving their co-operation too. Riru just simply being himself the whole photoshoot. He just simply making Natsu feels so :headache:  because he's the one who supposed to be in charge with his own little brother anyway. The only poor little fella in the whole shoot is Fumi. I regret that I just noticed that this two (Megumi and Fumi) needs their picture taken together too! *whack self* I promise they'll have picture together one day!! *hugs both*



If anyone has noticed, there's addition to my family recently. I posted his photo at my front page/flickr but I didnt introduce him at here yet because I dont have a nice photo of him yet and he's sharing body with Natsu temporarily until I am able to get his own body later on...

Anyway, his name is Loki. If anyone ever remembered my old character Helious Vega (who was Natsu's ex) , Loki is his kid brother. Eventhough he brings a little bit of drama, came to me on April Fool's day, and he's someone in my family's crush *cough* he still the good ol Loki ^_^ I'll let you know more of him soon! :D



This november, I will reach a certain age where I cannot turns back and regrets anymore. I must looks back and be proud!!! Life need changes, and changes will come! And I'll make sure it's positive! Please pray for me :pray: :heart:

:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:

Till then!
~yiesha

:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:



Stamp Collections

Sanji stamp by yiesha One Piece Strawhats Stamp by Zocho Rainbows Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Woman that knows by Claire-stamps Read Before You Comment by LeoLeonardo Comparing OCs by StampsByNeekko doll photography is an art by oki-oki ABJD Obsessed stamp by HappyStamp :: Liek thanks you :: by Liek Don't Thank Me for the Llama by DirtyZephyrAssassin:thumb144734677::thumb108802803: Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 I luff chocolate by prosaix Gives Me Hope Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Cute by Claire-stamps

  • Watching: Rewatching : KHR
  • Playing: The Last Remnant

January almost ending

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 23, 2011, 11:38 PM




January
January is such eventful time for me. So many birthdays weiihhh lol Started out with my little niece birthday, my dad, my dear friends ( 3 of them ^^; ) so I declare myself super broke eventhough it's only Mid of the month ahhahah. But SOMEHOW looking at their happy faces, it made me really happy too so I guess it's really is fine afterall ♥_♥

Last week went to Kuantan for support. Man, that trip was really really tiring ;_; I wished I could have more money to just stay there for a night or something. Maybe it's because I havent drive alone for so long (or I just got older sobs) that I need a few days to get back to my normal self orz. Should've followed my family to Melacca this weekend, but I cant survive. Tired is just too tired //rolls

Just finished attend training for "timesheet" at our office. They will be starting to use the "timesheet" system soon, omg, so mendokusai. I hope that it bring good then bad for us instead please :pray:





My Latest Deviation

This photo was taken during our latest mini dollmeet at The Garderns. It's really really hard to take his photo there actually because it's not much nice location to take at there since the wall is so empty and all the pretty lights are above us lol. Took this photo of him at that time standing at the seat behind us (but of cuz you wont see us nor the seat XDD)

We have mini meet with WickedStar7Ambrosia-Valentine to help our friend Jean-chan to look for body for his new boy (who is currently a head ekeke) So it was such a very knowledgeable meetup learning what body will work the best Aint Verte such a handsome boy? hur hur In the end of the day, hope we managed to help her to make up her mind ahh lol. I also need to start make up my mind of my future boy body orz. Making up mind for body is really really hard sometimes for some ODD reason TAT



Next plan!

Cant wait to go and steamboat with my beloved kairu-13whippyblackeyebagsgunjohlavena-lav this weekend! Our biweekly (aint it supposed to be weekly? XD) meet is always loved!! I miss you guy so much already *squishie squish* And this month will be my last payment for my boy ahhh really cant wait to see him home like FINALLY ;_; No so much to look for but not that bad afterall, is my trip to Taiping which supposed to be by end of this month cuz it's a work stuff not vacation ;o; (but I will STILL wish I have enough time to go buy those delicious Mee Udang *__* ♥♥

p/s: Yie loves food =3



:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:

Till then!
~yiesha



:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:



Stamp Collections

Sanji stamp by yiesha One Piece Strawhats Stamp by Zocho Rainbows Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Woman that knows by Claire-stamps Read Before You Comment by LeoLeonardo Comparing OCs by StampsByNeekko doll photography is an art by oki-oki ABJD Obsessed stamp by HappyStamp :: Liek thanks you :: by Liek Don't Thank Me for the Llama by DirtyZephyrAssassin:thumb144734677::thumb108802803: Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 I luff chocolate by prosaix Gives Me Hope Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Cute by Claire-stamps

  • Watching: Rewatching : KHR
  • Playing: The Last Remnant

Last Post of 2010 and happy new year!!!

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 30, 2010, 8:31 PM




New Year
New year is coming!! Hur hur hur!! I somehow happy to leave 2010 cuz it's such a hard hard hard year!! OMG I think it must be the rooster and tiger bad relationship? lol. I think 2010 is the year where I overspent too much and I wont want it to happen again. I am trying my best to really care about my budget for 2011 because I really want to buy a house by 2012 TAT

Currently saving up for someone though since I am on layaway for him now. I hope I can be done really soon, so at least with him around, he can take care of the house if Natsu decided to go on vacation again orz And I know Velle going to be the happiest person on earth when he's here hehehehe. Just that, Natsu will have a total opposite reaction for some reason oops!



My Latest Deviation

I really love this photo a lot because Megumi looks really happy in it ;o; When Natsu was away for the past 4 months, I have the heardest time to see Megumi's smiling especially the last few month after. Cant managed to even bring him out cuz he looks really really sad TAT But after Natsu came home, he just automatically back to his normal self and have his wide wide smile again, how happy I can be!! ;o; ♥ I bet even Natsu want to squish him so much in this photo ekkeke ♥♥



Art is Loved



I really really love this sketch done by :iconthestarofpisces: a lot!! This is one of those time that I really proud to see Malaysian artist ;o; How can someone draw something so detailed with mechanical pencil this clean and detailed ♥♥ I really love both of their expression a lot!! Natsu face is love I want to poke it a lot lol. And I think she draw such adorable animals tooo *pinches the kitty* and megu looks so happy with that many ice cream!! It made me want to eat ice cream so much //drolls lol Thank you again Nad yahhhhh :hug:



CELEBRATION

I will be celebrating new year with my beloved :iconwhippy::iconblackeyebags::icongunjoh::iconlavena-lav: tonight. I really cant wait!! I hope we did not ended up being lazy and rolls around only neeee hahahahaha ♥

And dear :iconjean-chan: I hope we can meet again soon too!!! Natsu and Megumi really miss the kids a lot and it's been so long we didnt go out and have a good fangirling moment together kuikui :hug:

AND HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! Hope everyone will have a great start and have a great year as a whole too!! :glomp: :heart:

:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:

Till then!
~yiesha



:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:



Stamp Collections

Sanji stamp by yiesha One Piece Strawhats Stamp by Zocho Rainbows Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Woman that knows by Claire-stamps Read Before You Comment by LeoLeonardo Comparing OCs by StampsByNeekko doll photography is an art by oki-oki ABJD Obsessed stamp by HappyStamp :: Liek thanks you :: by Liek Don't Thank Me for the Llama by DirtyZephyrAssassin:thumb144734677::thumb108802803: Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 I luff chocolate by prosaix Gives Me Hope Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Cute by Claire-stamps

  • Watching: Fairy Tale
  • Playing: Fear for Sale : Mystery of MCInroy Manor

Comic Fiesta And Life Recently

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 21, 2010, 5:18 AM




My Latest Deviation

Like finally I can say "welcome home" to Natsu! I am really glad he come back just nice before the chrismas. (He have the habit to go away and come home just right for xmas I suspect cuz it's been twice! lol) I can have a super long complaints on what I have been through to get him to return back to me, but I dont want to spoil the mood. I just really really happy he's home, and that's what matters the most TAT <33 It's been sooo sooo odd without Natsu, and I dont want him to leave us for a long long while after this.. :<



Comic Fiesta
Recently there's a Comic Fiesta (CF) event in my country. It was soooo much fun (due the loots) but it's damn damn damnnnnn tiring and confusing due to location wise. There's no sign for "ticket booth" even!! WTH!! <-- I just couldnt find it at all and I get lost u-u Regardless how stuffy the room was, how hard to walk around with it was (I thank God I decided not to bring the boys), my loots was really make me happy so I ended up smiling the whole day long hur hur hur!



The sketches are arts from various artist that I managed to on-spot commish that day. Ahhhh I really really love my characters art, and these are really one that make me happy the most on that day!! *________* (Picture taken via camera cuz someone being too lazy to scan lol) But I am really amazed (Especially at you Carol, how fast you can draw such a clean and fast chibis!! *point at the xmas chibis of Ivvy, little Riru and little Fumi that Carol draw. They are made of pure love desuuu!! ♥___♥



So many arts of Natsu and Megu cuz I could never have enough? kekekekek. And below is my loots collections of the badges and keychain. Believe me, it's H.A.R.D to sort it out until this little because I have this "pledge" that I must only "art-whoring" this year, but HOW could I resist these??? Tell me TAT ♥♥



And yahh.. In the end, now my PC has a guardian >Shizuo< at top of it. It feels a lot safer now (though maybe my other figurines feels a bit scared. I hope he dont go and be temper around them should be ok enough XD



THIS XMAS

I am going to N9 this xmas because I have to attend my friend's wedding. I WISH I DONT HAVE TO GO TO WEDDING, to be really honest. Cuz I have been "ignoring" all of weddings invitation for some reason till now, but since she is one of my closer colleague at work, how could I? :< So yahhh off to wedding I go T_T

But at least, I got to meet my Adagios tomorrow so we can celebrate our pre-xmas together perhaps? *_* ♥♥

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!! :D

:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:

Till then!
~yiesha



:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:



Stamp Collections

Sanji stamp by yiesha One Piece Strawhats Stamp by Zocho Rainbows Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Woman that knows by Claire-stamps Read Before You Comment by LeoLeonardo Comparing OCs by StampsByNeekko doll photography is an art by oki-oki ABJD Obsessed stamp by HappyStamp :: Liek thanks you :: by Liek Don't Thank Me for the Llama by DirtyZephyrAssassin:thumb144734677::thumb108802803: Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 I luff chocolate by prosaix Gives Me Hope Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Cute by Claire-stamps

  • Watching: D Gray Man
  • Playing: Chaos Legion

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 26, 2010, 11:14 PM




My Latest Deviation

Just missing my little lady as my old character Yurui. Being the only girl in the house, she must be blessed to be able to rack the whole cabinet and digs out everyone's outfit for her wears xDD I know, I dont have the whole mountain of 'girly' outfits for her wears. I am such a bad owner, I cant even sew. ;_; But I still love my little lady so much and she always found it amusing to be able to *kidnaps* the other stuffs. In this, she was wearing Natsu's jeans and shirt. It's big, but no one notice aint it :D



Winter = Raining Seasons
Everyday, it's raining at here. We dont have all the fluffy snows, but we do have rain, and a lot of them. I really want to go out to take more pics of my boys+girl, but I cant... I feels so sad.. I really wish that there's a very nice day where I could go out and take a nicer proper photos of them again...

Too many things happened in my life recently. So much to bear, so much to solved. I wish I could take a long long leave, and go to a very quiet island, just to be with myself and the kids. Eish... That kinda nice *wants*




2011

I have a huge plan for 2011. OMG. I will no longer be xx!! //sensored. I want to buy a lense. I have been using a kit-lense for all this while, I really wish to take a nicer photos with bokeh. I really wish T_T Yoshhhhh must start savings up for 2011. I feels that year going to be very challenging regardless it's been a year of rabbit? <-- was it?

:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:

Till then!
~yiesha



:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:



Stamp Collections

Gives Me Hope Stamp by Kezzi-Rose One Piece Strawhats Stamp by Zocho Rainbows Stamp by Kezzi-Rose:thumb60398770: Woman that knows by Claire-stamps Read Before You Comment by LeoLeonardo Comparing OCs by StampsByNeekko doll photography is an art by oki-oki ABJD Obsessed stamp by HappyStamp :: Liek thanks you :: by Liek Don't Thank Me for the Llama by DirtyZephyrAssassin:thumb144734677: Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 I luff chocolate by prosaix Charmander Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Cake Stamp by Kezzi-Rose

  • Watching: D Gray Man
  • Playing: Chaos Legion

I am speechless...

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 10, 2010, 9:08 PM




My Latest Deviation

I was really bored just a few weeks ago.. Playing Gundam goshapon again thinking that I might just want to  give Riru more Gundam collection. But I ended up having the dark gundam versions which  I think would totally suit Fumi more so we decided to give it to him instead. He looks so awkward with it but he doesnt seem rejecting. Thats why Riru was trying so hard to convince him that gundam really suit him well and that he must have it. But we dunno that gundam name. I shall search more but omg, I never really interested in watching gundam or any robotics anime (other then transfomers) before. The power of Riru... He changed too much of my views ever since he arrives! D: ♥



Life currently
It was ok at first. Yeah. Yesterday I have a great fun with my dearest :iconlevipoo: :iconblackeyebags: :iconlavena-lav: eating steamboat at our favourite steamboat place at Taipan. I really miss that place so bad, and since it's weekday, there's a buy 3 free 1 discount! It was awsome as if we have booked that place for the day since no one is around except us (but no soya drink!! so sad! TAT) We ended up eating so much and hell, they are always my happiness *group hug*

But today...

I just feels so so crushed... Some people might just see it as "it was just a car tow!" yes. I parked at a no-box park place, but there's no parking space left! And I thought that there's the only place where I dont really block anyone, and it was meant for awhile because I know my friend will be off at 11am so I could take her parking space and park legally. I was only 2 minutes too late, because the MBPJ truck already lifted my car I feels so very sad! But it was not the only thing that crushed me... It was the people around...

My dear friend was trying so hard to deal with the officer. She was supposed to send her daughter at the hospital but she stayed to help me dealing with it! A few other people that works nearby comes around too, to help to talk with the guy. Everyone was trying to get my car back for me. I feels so... D: All the people I never know in my life was so so caring about my situation. I really cannot hold my tears anymore. Then my other colleagues comes down too. Others was still talking to the officer, asking for him to not summon me. They are strangers, why they are so caring I feels so... hurt! I never deserves all this kindness D: D:

In the end my dear friends was sharing to help me pay for it. The guy said that he will never ever tow my car anywhere I park after this, now that he know my car plat no (he told me he wished he never tow my car but he already did. He really cant help it anymore cuz summon already out..) But still, I feels so useless. I feels so dumb. I dunno how to feels anymore. I feels so crushed and hurt. When everyone around care too much about you when you never really care anything much before, you just simply feels that the world was just crushed down on you that you dont think you deserved all the attention. I just wished to lock myself away so I dont have to make people worry about me anymore. Dont wanna tell dad about it, dont wanna feels even more useless and hurt. I should be old enough to take care about myself, but why I always always and all the time make people around me worry and burden them??!! Even strangers too, now??!! I feels so.. ashamed D:

I need some time for myself... I really need to re-think about my future. I just... cannot keep on burdering people, asking for help all the time. The only person I should depends on is me. I need to be a strong women that can take care of herself. I not a kid that only knows how to play games anymore. Life is harder then it look!!!



Thank you for everything...

~yiesha



:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:



Stamp Collections

Gives Me Hope Stamp by Kezzi-Rose One Piece Strawhats Stamp by Zocho Rainbows Stamp by Kezzi-Rose:thumb60398770: Woman that knows by Claire-stamps Read Before You Comment by LeoLeonardo Comparing OCs by StampsByNeekko doll photography is an art by oki-oki ABJD Obsessed stamp by HappyStamp :: Liek thanks you :: by Liek Don't Thank Me for the Llama by DirtyZephyrAssassin:thumb144734677: Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 I luff chocolate by prosaix Charmander Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Cake Stamp by Kezzi-Rose

  • Watching: Sengoku Basara

Life Recently - Melacca Trip positive memory!

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 10, 2010, 10:36 PM




My Latest Deviation

Thank you very much for viewing 2 latest deviations. I really appreciate it a lot *hug* I do enjoy doing taking photos of the chibis cuz the 3 of them really 'alive' for me. The photo of Riru was taken in Makhkota Hotel, Melacca. It was at the fountain area because I wanted to have the water moving around (I do hope there's a dolphin floating around lol)

It was quite funny when this foreign couple come and me and asking questions about 'my doings' but it's really warm to see how people interested in your works 'in real life'-ish. When I took his photos at other places, everyone around just smiles at me (or at themselves thinking that I might be one crazy women taking photo of dolls perhaps xD) but it doesnt really matter to me because - Hey! I made you smile, didn't I? :D



Vacation in Melacca
It might be a late update but I was really happy during my short vacations in Melacca with my lovelies :iconlevipoo: :iconblackeyebags: :icongunjoh: :iconlavena-lav: recently.

Eating at the nyonya food place 'Bibik Neo' was really really awsome!!

I did not take this photo, it was owner photo, just so you get the idea how the shop look ^^ The food there and the enviroment was soo soo good. I especially love the cincalok omelette!! We should've order bigger size just for that one especially! lol

Aint the shop so cute? It's like all the stone-aged buildings, and suddenly a house-like wooden restaurant at the middle of the area. Kinda cute, no?  lol♥ Thanks whippu for introducing us that lovely place *_*  
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Random photo of Riru during the vacation hihihihi. The small house was so cute I cant resist taking pictures there for hours and hours XD; I took more but I still sooo lazy to edit photo and uploaded it ;o;

It's just one hell crazy food-trip actually because we are like keep eating and eating all of those great food in Melacca including the 'Ikan Bakar' and 'Cendol Durian'. Just soo lovely. After back from the trip everyone was half-way collapse. It was tiring, but it was really fun!! I cant wait for our next trip to Pulau Perhentian next year!! x3




What I gonna do this week

It's already another week in October. It's just so busy tiring and stressful, I hope it's end soon!! But I wanna do something fun this week. I want to take photo of my lovelies and I hope that Natsu will return home soon!! *misses* I did notice I hardly post Velle's photo in DA. Mainly because, I took more silly photo of her then the serious one so it's only flickr friendly XD;;;

Hope to see you guys soon!!

:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:

Till then!
~yiesha



:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:



Stamp Collections

Gives Me Hope Stamp by Kezzi-Rose One Piece Strawhats Stamp by Zocho Rainbows Stamp by Kezzi-Rose:thumb60398770: Woman that knows by Claire-stamps Read Before You Comment by LeoLeonardo Comparing OCs by StampsByNeekko doll photography is an art by oki-oki ABJD Obsessed stamp by HappyStamp :: Liek thanks you :: by Liek Don't Thank Me for the Llama by DirtyZephyrAssassin:thumb144734677: Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 I luff chocolate by prosaix Charmander Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Cake Stamp by Kezzi-Rose

  • Watching: Panty Stockings and Garterbelt
  • Playing: Nancy Drew - Blackmoor Manor

Life Currently and Pimpage add ons!! :D

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 17, 2010, 10:15 AM




My Life
I was very sickly these few weeks it was not fun at all. To lost appetite, to lost voice, to have migrain every night due to the coughing pain, it just not fun at all. So today I went to the hospital where my brother working at to have full medical check (x-ray+blood test) and also he gave me Nebulizer just in case too. And it kinda helps a lot apparently. The new medications was rather strong but as long it gives good effect, I do not mind how many medications I have to take. I just want to have a fun life with friends again D: At first, he wanted to hospitalized me, so ensure I got really really well and fast! But today was my friend's :icongunjoh: and brother's birthday celebration. I DO NOT WANT TO MISS that :< After so much begging, he tell me that I must get better in this few days, else no more delaying after this cuz mom and dad was worrying everyday and it kinda pressure him. I kinda understand what he feels... I will try my best to get better!! I will be better!!

And the birthday dinner was indeed fun! I love all the foods. Man, the deserts, I would never have enough!! And the VIP ticket have the 'bird nest' menu, I took it 2 times (cuz my friend :iconwhippy: dun want them xD) I hope this will help me to get better faster!! *prays* It's a great great fun to meet the Adagios again. :hug:



Pimpage!!
SAY HAIL TO AKI!!! Pimpage for my dear friend :iconblackeyebags: She currently doing commision and her chibis are like SO ADORABLE!!! Look at these super cute chibis she drew for all my boys & girl !! They are made of pure love and super duper adorable!! ♥



Not only it so cute, it really nailed their characters well. I must say I love them soooo muchly!! Thank you very much :iconblackeyebags:
Come and commish her at blackeyebags.deviantart.com/jo… , you know you want tooo!! (It's very very affordable too, for something with such nice details, you'll be so amazed!!! :#1: )

:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:

Till then!
~yiesha



:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:



Stamp Collections

Gives Me Hope Stamp by Kezzi-Rose One Piece Strawhats Stamp by Zocho Rainbows Stamp by Kezzi-Rose:thumb60398770: Woman that knows by Claire-stamps Read Before You Comment by LeoLeonardo Comparing OCs by StampsByNeekko doll photography is an art by oki-oki ABJD Obsessed stamp by HappyStamp :: Liek thanks you :: by Liek Don't Thank Me for the Llama by DirtyZephyrAssassin:thumb144734677: Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 I luff chocolate by prosaix Charmander Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Cake Stamp by Kezzi-Rose

  • Watching: Kaichou Wa Maid Sama
  • Playing: Nancy Drew Dossier - Resorting to Danger

Hectic Life + Feature Meme 1/5

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 26, 2010, 9:20 PM




Latest Deviation
My latest deviation : Night

Took this picture at Full House near my workplace. It was not easy to take photo there since there's a lot of people at that time I took it xD To be honest this is the only decent photo that I managed to take there. But that place is really beautiful. We were eating at the outside area so it's pretty much a free area. Thank God enough that no one is smoking else we would not be able to stay there long x3

Was meeting my friend - Jin, to celebrate my Natsu and her Azure birthday that day. It was mainly, a belated birthday. But it's more like a family meeting because all my friends' boys are my boys' family too. I really love to see all of them together *_* ♥ A good thing we were not kicked by the Full House people because we arrived there around 5pm without ordering anything until it was 7pm+ due to I was fasting xDD




My Life
It's near Hari Raya now. I am so happy. Bought all the new outfits already, but I really want a new handbag TAT So happy that my salary is out last night. I kind of worried it didnt. Wanna go shopping huuu I felt like I havent shop for myself for awhile now. I am too addicted to figurines off late. Oooooo must buy something to wear for myself too! yosh! XD;

Lately I have been rather busy with my life. I dont have much time to play with my boys even :< But somehow, I really want to spend more time with them eeeee ;o; My little princess has been really pouting lately. Ah.. I really want to get her a friend. But a bjd is totally out of my budget lately... Real life being very demanding cuz it's near end of year.. But I am thinking of getting her a different friend, perhaps a Dal? I really love Dal Puki. Hopefully they can be a good friend regardless their differences :nana:



Feature meme
Wanna do a feature meme again! =3 Anyone want to join just post here okay? It doesnt mean for bjd photos only, art also welcome for sure. Dont be shy ya? Just talk to me ya? :hug:

:icongeorge16: - Auto-ed cuz I joined hers ♥
Time for a Rest by george16 :thumb167575195: Shop-A-Holic by george16




:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:

Till then!
~yiesha



:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:



Stamp Collections

Gives Me Hope Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Charmander Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Rainbows Stamp by Kezzi-Rose:thumb60398770: Woman that knows by Claire-stamps Read Before You Comment by LeoLeonardo Comparing OCs by StampsByNeekko doll photography is an art by oki-oki ABJD Obsessed stamp by HappyStamp :: Liek thanks you :: by Liek Don't Thank Me for the Llama by DirtyZephyrAssassin:thumb144734677: Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 I luff chocolate by prosaix I luff cheese by prosaix Cake Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Apple Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Sheepish Bee Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Milk Stamp by Kezzi-Rose

  • Watching: One Piece
  • Playing: The Last Remnant

Life color is pink!

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 25, 2010, 10:17 PM




Latest Deviation
My latest deviation : As bright as you

Finally a decent photo of my dearest princess - Velle. Was attending a dollmeet at my friend house and the lighting/sun at her place was really wonderful. I just need to take that chance to take my princess photo as I have not a single photo of her so far that I actually very satisfy about. So I really hope this one will make it up to it.

The funny part is, whenever I took photo of Velle with the other dolls, my camera keep wanting to only focus on her! I think that 'he' really loves Velle now. So I have to take her away if I really want to focus on the other dolls the whole time after that. Silly affairs huh? Talking about my camera, I think I really need to find a name for 'him'. What would it be.. hmm..




My Life
I miss my dad so bad that I really cried that night on Friday. I didnt know why, I really worried when I did not go home for even just a week. So no matter how late, after the dollmeet I just have to go back hometown to meet dad. I am so happy to see everyone is healthy. Just because I randomly said "No more durian?" dad directly go to the town in the middle of the night just to go and buy durian for me. Dad, do  you know how happy that made me? That kind of treatment, only dad could give me. How I am thankful that he is my dad ;_; ♥



Art is love
Nothing can brighten my day after I woke up and see art that is drawn for me. Art has been the greatest give for me, and the happiest if it's drawn by an artist that is very kind and have the love when drawing my characters. I think, when you draw with your heart, it just easily shown in that piece, that it come out sooo loveable and full of emotions. I really cannot say enough thank you for :iconxingtonglu: for drawing me this piece soo beautifully. Everyone can do art commision but not everyone can put their heart in the piece. And she did so wonderfully, this piece of art for my Natsu x Megumi will always bring the smile on my face ♥♥♥



Talented dear friends
I love and miss them so much!! I miss the old days more then you can imagine ;_; We used to talk/laugh/writes the longest hours of life. We shares all the odd things and laugh at the most silly things. I really miss those times a lot. And so here the space especially for you guys and those days ;o; ♥♥♥

:iconakemi-shuu: - A missing cat lover...
APH - My Brother by akemi-shuu APH - Cellphones and Daisies by akemi-shuu Otherground - s a k u r a by akemi-shuu


:iconpi-kyu: - She draw the best bg! (and longest RP!)
:thumb143625731: :thumb119991875: :thumb165032972:
  

:iconc-ong: - Way too cute to stay alive!! shota
Com : loudcompany by c-ong Chibi D 02 by c-ong Lost in the Woods by c-ong


:iconmrsloth: - I reall miss you and our long letters/postcards!
Kuroshitsuji : KuroKuro III by mrsloth VK : White Sanctuary by mrsloth KHR : Yami no Mukou ni by mrsloth


:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:

Till then!
~yiesha



:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:



Stamp Collections

Gives Me Hope Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Charmander Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Rainbows Stamp by Kezzi-Rose:thumb60398770: Woman that knows by Claire-stamps Read Before You Comment by LeoLeonardo Comparing OCs by StampsByNeekko doll photography is an art by oki-oki ABJD Obsessed stamp by HappyStamp :: Liek thanks you :: by Liek Don't Thank Me for the Llama by DirtyZephyrAssassin:thumb144734677: Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 I luff chocolate by prosaix I luff cheese by prosaix Cake Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Apple Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Sheepish Bee Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Milk Stamp by Kezzi-Rose

  • Watching: K-ON
  • Eating: Tosei
  • Drinking: Milo Ice

Last weekend - Feature Meme Cont 4/10

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 19, 2010, 7:11 PM



: Mischief Managed by yiesha:

Latest Deviation
My latest post is a photo story of my little kids : Mischief Managed
It's a continuation of my previous photostory (in my lj/flickr) regarding my naughty Riru. He is the naughtiest rugrat at home regardless his age (he and Fumi both is a chibi!version of their actual character so they are not really a kid-kid). Anyway, this episode is where Riru finally got busted because Fumi just no longer has the patient to see Ivvy keeps on the pouty face in front of him



My Life
Last weekend, my family and I went to our relative wedding. It was my first wedding I went to after sooooo many years of being 'anti-wedding'. Lol. I stopped myself from attending any wedding for years long for a certain reason. But man, that wedding was really really fun somehow! It made me remembers the good parts of attending a wedding was. Yes. It was all the 'meeting the long-lost-relatives' parts, the 'fun-creativity' part when we use our own hands to decorate the 'hantaran' items, all the joys of wearing the wedding henna, sleeping late while reminiscing the memories. It was really tiring, but It was real fun!!

One of the week that well spent ;)
Aint living is such a blessing. I feels so happy that I am alive!! ♥



Random Blabber
I changed my journal skin again.and again!! lol. But I think I really like this current one because of it's easy-to-manage and customized feature. Thank you for sharing it :iconthewinator: !! Llama-collecting wise, I am still in :iconllama-plz: mood. But somehow, I think I am happy enough with the current albino llama. They are so cute! lol And really, thank you again :iconlady-cegceg1988: for sharing your points to get me the llama glasses. I am so silly, but I feels :boogie: looking at my llama having glasses now hahaha



Feature Meme
Anyway, the continuation of the previous meme cuz I still have 6 more spots to fill in. Anyone is welcome, arts or photography, I love them all ^o^

So the list will go like this:

1. :iconroosterblue:
:thumb149855192:  :thumb168765302:  :thumb151056512:


2. :iconxingtonglu:
Love adventure by XingtongLu   Goodbye Kitty. by XingtongLu   hoMER by XingtongLu
  

3. :iconthelittlemissus:
:thumb169982536:  :thumb166957912:  :thumb166027788:


4. :iconrabumiku:
:thumb118246972:  :thumb167697670:  :thumb110726182:


5.

6.

7.

.....10

:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:

Please dont hesitate to talk with me cuz I would really love to know you all better!! :hug: :heart: Just talk to me here, I'll add you to the list ;)

Till then!
~yiesha



:la: Current avi is made by the talented :iconheadymcdodd:
:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:



Stamp Collections

Gives Me Hope Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Charmander Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Rainbows Stamp by Kezzi-Rose:thumb60398770: Woman that knows by Claire-stamps Read Before You Comment by LeoLeonardo doll photography is an art by oki-oki ABJD Obsessed stamp by HappyStamp :: Liek thanks you :: by Liek Don't Thank Me for the Llama by DirtyZephyrAssassin:thumb144734677: Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 I luff chocolate by prosaix I luff cheese by prosaix Cake Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Apple Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Sheepish Bee Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Milk Stamp by Kezzi-Rose

  • Watching: K-ON
  • Eating: Spagetti
  • Drinking: Ribena

Feature Meme OPEN 4/10 Updates

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 15, 2010, 7:05 AM


I am in a living spree now! Like HEY I AM ALIVE! LETS GET MORE FROM LIVING!! Kinda feels :D I just updated my lj layout, and now I feels like getting the so-called paid account in here just because I wanna feels the fun of it :floating:

And here comes to finally able to posting photos in journal here? Lets start it with Feature Meme that I never able to do!! *_________* :heart:

:iconroosterblue: you are like auto-inserted because I joined yours last time and never be able to return the favor!! :hug: and :iconxingtonglu: just because she's cool like that :floating: :heart:

So the list will go like this:

1. :iconroosterblue:
:thumb149855192:  :thumb168765302:  :thumb151056512:

2. :iconxingtonglu:
KON XD by XingtongLu   Goodbye Kitty. by XingtongLu   hoMER by XingtongLu  

3. :iconthelittlemissus:
:thumb169982536:  :thumb166957912:  :thumb166027788:

4. :iconrabumiku:
:thumb118246972:  :thumb167697670:  :thumb110726182:

5.

6.

7.

.....10

:icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:

Please dont hesitate to talk with me cuz I would really love to know you all better!! :hug: :heart: Just talk to me here, I'll add you to the list ;)

Till then!
~yiesha



P/s:

:la: My current avi is made by the talented :iconheadymcdodd:
:la: My BJDs and OCs are created or customised for my own pleasure and happiness. Please respects my rights. TQ! :meow:
:la: I'll give Llama 4 Llama. Spartan Llama :heart:

  • Listening to: Enrique - Do you know
  • Watching: K-ON
  • Eating: Spagetti
  • Drinking: Ribena

100 Theme Art / Photo Challenge

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 12, 2009, 11:00 PM


This was an old thing, but when I dig around, somehow, I feels interested to do it cuz I kinda have no idea lately But for mine will more to bjd photo challenge cuz I have trouble to draw lately :x

The challenge was taken from this site : 100themes.ihousha.net/main.htm…

I will strike the one I already done, so I can focus on the one I havent yet. (will strike one with similar theme too :P

19/100 themes done

The Themes:

1. Introduction
2. Love yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Are-…
3. Light fav.me/d3e9shq
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Unde…
7. Heaven
8. Innocence yiesha.deviantart.com/art/It-s…
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again fav.me/d2oxhox
11. Memory yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Stub…
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Suns…
15. Silence
16. Questioning yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Ques…
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Hold…
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Eyes…
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Swee…
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family fav.me/d3brhlr
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought yiesha.deviantart.com/art/As-b…
53. Keeping a Secret fav.me/d3026jk
54. Tower
55. Waiting yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Over…
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror .
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Dont…
70. 67%
71. Obsession fav.me/d2xh43w
72. Mischief Managed yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Misc…
73. I Can't yiesha.deviantart.com/art/I-ca…
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test ...art experimentation...
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal fav.me/d3dfaz8
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Red-…
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Muka…
100. Relaxation yiesha.deviantart.com/art/Rela…

  • Listening to: PussyCatDolls - Dolls Domination
  • Reading: FF X2 walkthrough
  • Watching: One Piece 395
  • Playing: FFX2
  • Eating: Roti sardin
  • Drinking: 100 plus

BJD MEME

Sun Mar 22, 2009, 8:04 AM
:iconyiesha:


















I saw :iconnocturnal-doll: doing it, I want to do it too!!

1. What is your favorite doll that you have and why?
I think it's pretty obvious.. ;o; My breakaway 08 - Megumi. I loves him sooo dearly. Think he is so very cute and his little adorable smile (and teeth!) always got me. I love his cute little fingers that will grab when you touch them and I love how cuddly he is!! eee :heart:

2. What is your favorite company and why?
Mainly Luts and Volks. Before this, I always thought nothing special on volks dolls, but lately when see many people have a very cool face up on their volks dolls, only then I see how pretty they actually can be :O I loves luts faces and poseability while I love volks for their resin <3

3. What is your top 3 favorite molds and why?
This is seriously hard! Can I just get my boys doll mold? lmao. /kidding
Top 3:
Breakaway
Kurumi/Luna
Dion

hahahha ok there's a cheat there, I cant help it! D:

4. If you could get up to 5 dolls, which ones would you get and why?
Only 5 means 5 more, or include what I have now? hmm.. let just say, 5 more ah, easier hahahha +_+

1. Kurumi - she's too cute!!! sobs @ the eyes and lips

2. Luna - she's so bitchy sometimes and I just love cute bitches ;o; :heart:

3. MSD F18 / Yui - cuz they looks like kurumi! :x

4. Sobs... A tanned skin SD17 that is cool enough to be Vega?

5.I loves Nanuri 07 too actually. Guess he can be a perfect character for my ghost guy...

5. What is you favorite skin tone and why?
I usually prefer Normal skin, cuz white skin easily yellowed... If only they are not u-u. I kinda interested in tanned too, if they are not too dark :O

6. What mold do you hate the most and why?
Mainly... I must say...I dont hate, but dislikes? hates is too strong of word.. I dont like mainly too realistic doll? for example like fromt his website www.bishonenhouse.com/ &n… it's not for me >o<

7. On Deviant art, who are your top 5 favorite dolls and why?
Shrug, too many!!!

1. :iconlevipoo: 's Abadon (Sero)
levipoo.deviantart.com/art/Mr-… -I think he is one of the sexiest Abadon ever exist! lol :heart:

2. :iconblackeyebags: 's Manabu (Asami)
blackeyebags.deviantart.com/ar… Her asami made me want to have a Manabu for myself. lol. that cute little smiling face aaaa *grabby hands*

3. :iconnocturnal-doll:'s Eden (Sebastian)
illness-illusion.deviantart.co… I must say that most Eden didnt give any impact on me? But hers are just soooo cool to resist! :love:

4. :iconhydrakitten: 's Genji (Raine)
hydrakitten.deviantart.com/art… - I think he's the sexiest Genji ;o; When I first see Genji I was like, why volks dont want to come out with a manlier guy!!! D: D: D: But when I see her Genji I was like wahhh :love:

5. :iconmiershyk: 's DES boy (Reym)
miershyk.deviantart.com/art/Wh… - He just sooo damn cute!!! Full stop!! aaaa <3333

8. What is your favorite limited doll of all time?
Kurumi and Luna D:

9. What is your favorite brand of doll clothes to get for your doll and why?
Sadol because they always have my favorite style, different and they affordable. I really love rosenlied for the tinies for the details <33

10. What is your favorite brand of wigs and why?
Leekeworld! haha. And also crobidoll. I think I love megumi's crobidoll wig the most out of all cuz it's damn soft. I really love volks wig quality, but they hardly have the style I like...

I tag :icongunjoh: :iconmiershyk: :iconlevipoo: and everyone who havent done it!!

PEACE - :hug:





Nasi Putih ayam masak lemak cili api

Orange juice

PussyCatDolls - Dolls Domination

FFX2

  • Listening to: PussyCatDolls - Dolls Domination
  • Reading: FF X2 walkthrough
  • Watching: One Piece 393
  • Playing: FFX2
  • Eating: Nasi Putih ayam masak lemak cili api
  • Drinking: Orange juice

It's been awhile..

Sun Jan 25, 2009, 11:33 PM
:iconyiesha:


















It's been awhile since my last journal entry. Omg @ 2007. lol. Anyway, hope everyone is doing well. Time really passby very fast. I am still at the same job I was writing in 2007. Just received a tad bit here increase in payment. Kinda okay I guess, at least, the stress level and the life I am living, I am fairly okay with it.

How is everyone doing? :iconbamboo-for-lunch: are you still living at the same place? I kept on forgoting to send u the letter, I am so very sorry :cries:

:iconmrsloth: dearie, thanks alot for the presents you give me for the new year, how could I thank you enough, you are just simply so very sweet, so very nice. I really really really wish, one of the day will come that I will meet you :heart: :heart:

:iconzue: , thank you so much for the Blaze drawing/key-chan. I was really touched that you still remember about me, after this long in-activity, I really feels so very happy that you always thinks of me as your friend ;o; :hug:

:iconerebun: Gosh!! o.o!! Your art is extremely improved now I am like, so proud of you!! Keep up the good work friend!! :love:

and for my dear friends

:iconbanadinovich::iconcheeka-pyo::iconakemi-shuu::iconpi-kyu::iconitomaki::iconquislings::icontirael: :iconmiershyk:

and everyone that always here for me...

It's really been awhile!! I really miss you guys, and have a VERY HAPPY LUNAR YEAR!! :heart: Hope every single day that you go thru, always full with lots of happiness :hug:





Nasi Campur

Orange juice

PussyCatDolls - Dolls Domination

Castlevania

  • Listening to: PussyCatDolls - Dolls Domination
  • Reading: Kaoru Cake House
  • Watching: One Piece
  • Playing: Castlevania
  • Eating: Nasi Campur
  • Drinking: Orange juice

Updates and taggies

Sat Nov 3, 2007, 9:55 AM
:iconyiesha:


















Lolx.  I just posting to show you guys that I am still alive and breathing somewhere in my home in Malaysia. Lolx. For the last journal that already rusted and dusty updates, yeah, I got that job definitely. It's decent, I come back home at 5pm, thing is.. It's 1hr+ 100+km journey going and returning from work, so, in short, I ALWAYS tired.. /rolls

anyway, I hope everything is in a very good condition and happy  ^o^ /unlike me who always emo.

Anyway, I was tagged by :icon304esque: Sorry for the uber late reply TAT

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/facts/dislikes about yourself" and people who get tagged must write in their journals about their 6 weird habits/facts/dislikes as well as state this rule clearly.

In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names.. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" in their deviant page comments and tell them to read yours.

1. Dislike // Myself for being 20kg fatter then I was in high school. It made me really really unhappy and stopped taking picture of myself ;o;
2. Habit // I loves to eat raw Milo <33
3. Fact // Raining makes me sad - always
4. Dislike // I hate to the fact that I am the only person who cant draw all that well, like my other friends. That was my main motivation of started drawing before...(though I still the worse)
5. Fact // I am doomed with lateness... Eventhough I go out home very early, I always ended up coming to work just-on-time if not late. It gets better lately cuz..I dunno. The curse slightly reduced?
6. Fact // I hate to be alone, or feeling lonely. If you see I gets emo a lot, means I am a lone for too long, and needed company ;o;

=

..And for the tag from my daddy :iconkukico:

The rules:

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a blogpost of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. Go to their blog and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

hhmmm~~

1] It's 12.48 midnight when I am writing this.

2] I keep forgotting 12 midnight is am or pm all the time =.=

3] I need a push before I start doing something at times

4] I really loves foods. I dont mind spending a lot for good food...

5] I talks alot when I depressed just to be even more depressed about talking too much cuz I hate myself when I talked too much >o<;;

6] I really love ball-jointed-dolls and I really love bjd community in Malaysia. They are so warm <33

7] I stopped going to Gaia and Menewsha. Only there once awhile but super hardly posting anymore. Net is getting away from my daily schedule cuz I have a lot of other commitment..sorry..

8] Yiesha as in my nick-online-name came from the name of one character in one chinese drama. I just love that character's courage so I want to have that courage like her <3


-

Sorry to break the rules and not tagging cuz I think it's already too late for that lolx. /excuse

Hope everyone have a nice day ^o^

ps : for people who I still owe art trade... gomen.. I'll try to do it as soon as possible /die





Roti sardin

100 plus

PussyCatDolls - Dolls Domination

FFX2

  • Listening to: Fergie - Big girl dont cry
  • Listening to: Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest
  • Playing: FF12 - I am lost at the tomb
  • Eating: Puasa lah~
Lolx. I dunno how many entries I put at here about having/getting job. But I really hope this time would be forever. I really dont wanna change any more job please and I want to work here as long as I could. I really need a new life.

And so to that, I went to interview yesterday after I passed the first interview session last week. It offers a decent salary, with no shift working and it's also in IT area. So, it's basically what I am looking for. Wish me the best in my work. <3

That being said, I am so happy that it also means, I can continue my savings on my doll. I am really thrilled, and my eyes all pika pika. I think the interviewer actually get me how I really want money now but he kept on laughing at me XDDDD I kinda felt like a clown over there for awhile cuz the interview seriously full of laughter, but then again, I was really happy that I finally got a job. Syukur alhamdulillah!

I really wish that I will have a better life from now on. I really wish I can say to my friend "Not to worry about me anymore. I can stand by myself now, I have my own income. And I can work everything on my own. Thank you for always worrying about me, and I love you sooo much!!" /cries

I would prolly not be around much again cuz I know I would definitely die each time I come back from work. But then again, I am still alive, and you should know how much I am thankful you are my friends :hug:

-yiesha


Workload : (should try to finish within this week whichever I could)

Gaia Auction : Shinobi_Seppuku - 5 dolls (Still waiting for references)
Art trade : Puppet - 2 dolls
Gaia Shop : 4 dolls (in progress)
  • Playing: FF12
  • Drinking: Sunquick Orange
Hello guys~~~~ XD

Hope everyone having a great day. I am all blur.. This weekend have 2 friend's wedding to go. Omg the horror of wedding --> feels self old and envious looking others having a life that i dont have D: Monday got an interview. Uh..I must remind my self to go and print out the map before i go >o<

Secondly is the self pluggin TAT I am currently taking commishie collabing with my dearest friend :iconakemi-shuu: All of the Info on the commishion would be at here : www.geocities.com/shadowskill8…

She will do the line art, and I will color it. It's all her kindness to help me to get my dream doll of my beloved Natsu. We are trying to gather around $300 to cover the main doll + delivery cost + costom taxes + make up + clothing of him. So far,  I have saved up $240 for it, and $300 should be more then enough to cover the rest of the cost. TAT I do notice how crazy it is. But then, I have never wanting anything this much, that I really wished to work hard for it. Cheer for me? :hug:

I would love to take doll commishie too, but then, I dont have own base just yet TAT so, yeah. That would be that at the moment. Any question, feel free to ask me. Thank you sooo much <33

-

Workload :

Gaia Auction : Shinobi_Seppuku - 5 dolls (Still waiting for references)
Art trade : Puppet - 2 dolls
Gaia Shop : 4 dolls (in progress)
Yeah. I am slightly back. Feels a little bit better now. I am not all so down anymore. I am trying to climb back to my own life and starts to have other way of thinking. Having a little bit more motivation to smile. I am not so scared of phonecalls anymore. (was phobic to it).

I wonder how are my friends at here now. Sorry, you got my warning. There's DA spam up ahead to flood your watch box. Muahhahaha. I have been collabing and dolling alot lately. XD I want my own dollbase!!! *shakes around*

Currently, I am saving up for my very own Ball Jointed Doll (BJD) from DOD. Murr.. I want a Natsu doll so bad!! /ramble /ramble.

Anyway, See ya soon! :glomp:
Spring cleaned DA entries. I wanted to delete all, but I actually left some. Not that it will increase anyway. Not that anyone would notice or care. I am a new artist who need improvement and courage. But not even friends care to overlook it. I got a blog now.

Notsodaily

sharing with saimai, whippy, kukico and raykit. Thanks alot for people who used to support me, or just newly found me. But, I would be on hiatus from here for awhile. At least. Sayonara for now.

ps : leaving here doesnt mean i dont love my friend enough, i just need a place where i got lesser stress. talk to me in the lj or so? i would be there and update always.

I am still waiting RL commishie art from :

:iconseisei::iconsapphirez::iconzue::iconmiaow::iconaramaki:

just so you know, I am still alive. Dont put my commish aside just because I am no longer active at here and please updates me. =3

Things to do:

Doll Auction [gaia] : Itomaki (5) : still waiting for reference
Auction [menewsha] : yumehayla (3 dolls), Ise (3/3 dolls)
Drawing exchange with uristheus : on pending
Art trade - Harkem (1 doll), Kukico (1/3 dolls) , Frostings (1 doll NR), Gladz (1 doll), Kitanya (1 doll), Prodigy bombay (1 doll), Tooaya (7 dolls), Willy (1 doll)
Gaia Shop and bribes : (1/5 dolls)
Birthday : (2/2)

*NR = need references

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iLU :

:iconsaimai::iconmrsloth: